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Mdash; Leave a comment. People that are loved more than they could ever begin to conceive, feel alone. People that are so important to so many people find out that they have medical issues that have no treatment available.

Back in the saddle again, I realized after measuring and weighing last week that i had stopped loosing again. Took a look at my diet and realized i had to many fruits in there, any type of sugar even natural sugar i cant have. Thought maybe i would get away with it but, alas, the demon wont allow it.

You know, the story of how I died in childbirth. Pregnancy for most women is a glorious thing. They find the amazement and the wonder of it a miraculous event. Drugs because he was coming too fast for them to be of.

The Other Side of The Nest. It is one of the most painful things I must admit about myself. The image I have of myself does not correlate with the reality of my size. I am only reminded that I am obese when I look in the mirror.